“If you can’t handle me during the quarantine period, you don’t deserve to be with me when I will be eating cheese pizza after quarantine.”

There is a part of blooming which I did not understand, you see. You can be a flower all your life but still not understand it. Blooming is one thing; but blooming where you are planted is another. It’s so easy to say, “I will bloom when I am there”, but you need to be saying, “I will bloom right here, where I was planted.” Because until I bloom “right here”, I’m never going to actually bloom; because we cannot do it in concept, you see, we must bloom now. We must bloom here. The flower must trust.” C. JoyBell C.

This is one of my favourite quotes and very apt for now!! Despite being in the middle of a global pandemic and not being able to do the things I love like hiking, camping and swimming I also feel like something is changing within me the kind of something that will never change back!! I am excited to see how the new me will fit back into my old life if at all. Maybe it is time for a fresh start and a new life.

Little bread-and-butterflies kiss the tulips,
And the sun is like a toy balloon.
There are get up in the morning glories,
In the golden afternoon.
There are dizzy daffodils on the hillside,
Strings of violets are all in tune,
Tiger lilies love the dandy lions,
In the golden afternoon,
The golden afternoon.
There are dog and caterpillars and a copper centipede,
Where the lazy daisies love the very peaceful life they lead…
You can learn a lot of things from the flowers,
For especially in the month of June.

How beautiful are these lyrics!!

Girls just wanna have fun!!! Lock down fun equals eating all the snacks and getting your arse stuck in a tunnel 🤣 remember when fun was dancing all night and sneaking in at 6am. Not any more but I can’t lie part of me can’t wait to go out dancing all night again!! But then the other part of me has gotten way to comfortable in lockdown with early nights!!

The phone rings in the middle of the night
My father yells, “What you gonna do with your life?”
Oh daddy dear, you know you’re still number one
But girls, they wanna have fun
Oh girls just want to haveThat’s all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Oh girls, they wanna have fun

Did I imagine I would spend the day of my dad’s funeral dressed half unicorn half fairy, no!

However 2 months ago I didn’t imagine my dad dying, I didn’t imagine I would be in the middle of a global pandemic and I certainly didn’t imagine I would ever be brave enough to post videos of myself on Instagram but here we are!! Also my dad loved doing something fun after funerals he was a true believer in the best way to honour the dead is to live your life even brighter! And I am said he’s gone but he’s definitely present in his 3 children 💕

Though I’ve tried before to tell her
Of the feelings I have for her in my heart
Every time that I come near her I just lose my nerve
As I’ve done from the startEvery little thing she does is magic
Everything she do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for her goes on


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